Saturday, March 8
went to sch today.
met up w chengx. finally finished up our script :)
cheerios chengx!
we had this lil small talk..
i mean we always do..
drift and drift.... blarhs
felt bad.i lyk haf no > social life mans.
sheesh. anw. met up w huangfang + est
then later xm..den steffi. [the black hair monster~]
blarhs. anw. went for lishi meeting
things were faster and guess everyone wuz betta?
i mean lyk aft THAT prob wuz finally solved?
yah. got qt bored in the middle tho...
*shrrugs*.suddenli qt pissed w _ in e midst
anw... popped over to steffi + jacq's paiju.
damn cotny lorxx... it seemed the contrary..
meet some classmates and guess they tot i pon-ed?
sheesh. wuz really resentment towards everything lorx.
blarhs. is gonna be such a misunderstanding. oh wells.
went j8 for lunch. chicken rice :) yum! thanx 2 shiwang + steffi.
blarhs. and ice kachang. damn bloated mans.
den finally took our photo. and guess we sounded qt spas
in the machine. anw. went to shop ard 8 and
hf.col.xm + i came up w lyk cranky stuffs 4 huangcheng?
cun wait for wed mans~~~
den went causeway w huangfang.
ahahx. went to look for clothes :)
qt fun larx. considering that we combed the whole shoppin centre
well at least hf got some clothes in mind to buy!
we lyked the converse sleeveless tee that we saw.
really nice and special mans. :)
the OP one not bad :) and the Metro has Mangis stuffs!! :)
blarhs. anw. had a ultra long bus journey home.
wrong time estimation larx. damn paisehs.
but had a fun time with her!
+++smiles+++ glad i went out w her.
at least it feels better?
am in a nonchantlant mood.
dunno what that means.
but feels that way :)
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reminisiced at 05:30
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feltreallyleft out.
perharpstheyjus din noe.
as usual.
oh wells.sometimes it gets fucking hell hurtin?
but well..who cares?
oh wadever lorx. all talk. and no action
easier said than done. WADEVER.
+ + + + + reminisiced at 05:21
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Friday, March 7
am saddened.
yah. sighs.everything is so bleak.
tink i wld really be better off dead
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finanlly can update mans. shesh
wuz so REALLY sick and tired of school..
the everything and all so i din cum.
partly cause i had a headache in the morning too
sighs. it wuz really qt shitty.
oh wells. woke up at 10am and
that wuz when i felt bad. felt lyk going
back to sch and yet i wuz scared of sch
not being able to hand in zuowen. OR at least PASS the test
OR RATHER to end up staring at the maths paper? jus totally lost in the morn.
and that prob when it seems giving either a YES or NO
answer will still not be the best solution.
oh wells. at least. that stupid feeling is over.
din go school at all. nv attend the comm meeting
simply cuz my appointment w doc wuz too late.
and i wuz late in meeting _ and she actually
turned up late. am not toking about the issue of
punctuality. but i guess it sorta disappoints me?
so much for all those worry... sorriness and everyhing
and i dun even get a reply ... lyk YRs after den
I get a call saeing tt she will be late? sighs. dunno.
jus felt disappointed. sheesh.
anw. managed to catch some of the talk on
biotech. seems that its really interesting
but... phDs are the minimum level for such a field
by the time the gen-Ys graduate. oh wells.
den alot of tok about all this kinda thing..
and it may even take years. and i dun tink my interests
last THAT long......
got really bored walking round the exhibits.
apart from buyin that seventeen mag
which came with the memopad i wanted to buy at first
AND there was this exhibit of the Trinity College
a foundation studies thing which offers a ONE yr course
for University entrance. it wuz so so attractive lorx.
but i shan't try to sound attracted to it now mans.
coz mum says it wun be possible 4 me to haf early overseas edu?
and its lyk... tink its too early to tok abt this too.
wait till i sit for my exams first.......
sheesh. and dat tot made me shudder.
went for amaths tuition. tried my best not to roll
eyes at the tutor. yes..he's one nice guy but
dunno the way he teaches makes me ?!!!@#$@
yah. i duno. sometimes really not sure whether
i shld keep to it. but i guess for the time being..
b4 i look for another one... i shall mans..
sighs. i am scared of amaths. sighs.
dats what i found out . oh wells.
anyway.. am better now LOADS man
coz at least that prob is solved? finally?
yah.
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Wednesday, March 5
jus got home :)
kinda snatched time from sis.
am shagged.
bwwahss... ain't like it.....
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Tuesday, March 4
Finally finished 3 of it..
ahahx. but the last one is abit crap larx.
chew + mich shall do it tml..
gonna blog tml i guess . BLEAHX
an excerpt from the third letter....
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+ + + + + reminisiced at 08:55
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guess sometimes people are jus not worth it
yah. so ::kang:: cheer up okies?
its ur birthday mans :)!
sheesh. why must ppl jus be so..
yah. WORDS dun do it all...
sighs. life is such a viscious cycle.......
+ + + + + reminisiced at 06:52
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saying i love you
is not the words i want to hear from you
it's not that i want you
not to say, but if you only knew
how easy it would be to show me how you feel
more than words is all you have to do to make it real
then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
cos i'd already know
what would you do if my heart was torn in two
more than words to show you feel
that your love for me is real
what would you say if i took those words away
then you couldn't make things new
just by saying i love you
more than words
now i've tried to talk to you and make you understand
all you have to do is close your eyes
and just reach out your hands and touch me
hold me close don't ever let me go
more than words is all i ever needed you to show
then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
cos i'd already know
what would you do if my heart was torn in two
more than words to show you feel
that your love for me is real
what would you say if i took those words away
then you couldn't make things new
just by saying i love you
::more than words::
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am in a @#$!#$##%#$ mood now.
guess we are all too affected by each other?
i mean lyk..... yah..
and ..
sheesh. think i'll shift my point of view again.
somehow. its jus that i dun haf a firm stand.
now i dun see why i shouldn't be firm
+beaams+. thanks to u guys
lucks for us!
and to ::bian shen tuan::
lets all jiayous. dun stress mans. :) relax and lets work it out!
Damn. wana blog ALOT>
but gotta do class stuffs first.
AND jus realised i got geog homework...
SHEESH
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Monday, March 3
Uh, uh, some deep shit, uh, uh
Momma please stop cryin, I can't stand the sound
Your pain is painful and its tearin' me down
I hear glasses breakin as I sit up in my bed
I told dad you didn't mean those nasty things you
said
You fight about money, bout me and my brother
And this I come home to, this is my shelter
It ain't easy growin up in World War III
Never knowin what love could be, you'll see
I don't want love to destroy me like it has done
my family
Can we work it out? Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better, Mommy I'll do anything
Can we work it out? Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better, Daddy please don't
leave
Daddy please stop yellin, I can't stand the sound
Make mama stop cryin, cuz I need you around
My mama she loves you, no matter what she says
its true
I know that she hurts you, but remember I love
you, too
I ran away today, ran from the noise, ran away
Don't wanna go back to that place, but don't have
no choice, no way
It ain't easy growin up in World War III
Never knowin what love could be, well I've seen
I don't want love to destroy me like it did my
family
Can we work it out? Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better, Mommy I'll do anything
Can we work it out? Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better, Daddy please don't
leave
In our family portrait, we look pretty happy
Let's play pretend, let's act like it comes
naturally
I don't wanna have to split the holidays
I don't want two addresses
I don't want a step-brother anyways
And I don't want my mom to have to change her
last name
In our family portrait we look pretty happy
We look pretty normal, let's go back to that
In our family portrait we look pretty happy
Let's play pretend, act like it goes naturally
In our family portrait we look pretty happy
(Can we work it out? Can we be a family?)
We look pretty normal, let's go back to that
(I promise I'll be better, Mommy I'll do
anything)
In our family portrait we look pretty happy
(Can we work it out? Can we be a family?)
Let's play pretend act and like it comes so
naturally
(I promise I'll be better, Daddy please don't
leave)
In our family portrait we look pretty happy
(Can we work it out? Can we be a family?)
We look pretty normal, let's go back to that
(I promise I'll be better, Daddy please don't
leave)
Daddy don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Turn around please
Remember that the night you left you took my
shining star?
Daddy don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Don't leave us here alone
Mom will be nicer
I'll be so much better, I'll tell my brother
Oh, I won't spill the milk at dinner
I'll be so much better, I'll do everything right
I'll be your little girl forever
I'll go to sleep at night
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poos. am so tired now.
have got ss + cl to mug. jus came home
and really cun resist temptation to blog larx.
passed xm the thing liaox :)
hehes. hope it wuz nice.
jm din come sch today larx.. so cun pass it to her...
dunno why too...hope she's better ...
sheesh. anw. woke up with a horrrible headache today..
mos prob coz i studied chem the night before till lyk 2+..
but felt so energetic then. den wuzn't in a good mood
the whole day i guess? chem paper was bad. lyk
its evenly spread out again. maths wuz hoorible.
another mark its so irritating
i admit i haven been doing hw but i have been listening
to lessons lyk really attentively? den realised it wuz
a hell lot of careless mistakes.. sheesh. and the thing
is ... i failed till damn badly... :(((¡¡chinese wuz rather
interesting... aft the horrendous Ìýд... lyk practically
all wrong.... anw.. she handed us this JAE boook..
some information thingy on JC/Cl/Poly entrance larx.
den that booklet got car, me + wendy so interested :)
our JCs... ACJC, HCJ£Ã/VJC, HCJC respectively.
that plain book gott the better of us and we ended up not
listening to physics at all..
den we started naming and predicting and fitting ppl
in the various JCs. ahahx. literally the whole class.
car has the AC look mans and mich has the VJ look
ahahx. i wuz supposed to be a mix of both HC + V
den wendy seemed HC. but wells. am contented.
at least i look lyk what i really wanna get into :)
den waited 4 chengx b4 writing script.
ahahx. still realised i depise __ dunno y
dun ask too. :)¡¡jus £ð£õ£ô£ó¡¡£í£å¡¡£ï£æ£æ
anw. started feeling qt relieved off geetting outta school
am damn envious of 3C and 3G ... its lyk they gonna get
sponsored by converse and adidas? i jus hope HOPE wld
simply come to an agreement soon mans. i wan a new
class shirt/jersey lorx. and we can get it for free too...
ahahx. anw... finished scene 3!!!
and i guess i lyk the new plot better :)
ahahx.
anw. steffi +£ùixin finally come out of audition
and we all went home together .ahahx.
interesting bunch mans.
bleahs... anw ... meet peipei + jiehui on the way home
too. ahahx. think peipei is qt ke lian...
oh wells..
enuff crap
shall go mug now ::::))))))
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Sunday, March 2
Goddess of winter, with a cold exterior but deep
down a warm, caring heart.
What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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xm... i missed u!
dun get too depressed all over again k.
jus promise me .. that u'll enjoy happy moments to the very best.
smiles and jus .. try to love life.. i guess :)
hope ÈýÆð can get together again real soon.
i dun mind another beach outting :£©
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darn. fell asleep. duno larx. sick.
but really wanna ace in this.....
+ + + + + reminisiced at 02:51
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